WTF!

I think it is disgusting that we have to pull strings & call in favors just to get decent medical coverage! I haven't blogged lately because I am in my own personal Hell here.  I met with my neurologist on Friday for an EMG and then he decided that a brain scan is crucial,  He wanted it done immediately! That in it's self was enough to scare the shit out of me. After several e-mails and phone calls, I was able to get the scan on Monday. Now I am waiting, and it sucks! I have an appointment with him Friday for the results. I usually don't solicit prayers but I am taking all I can get at this time.  He is looking for MS. And to make it worse, I have probably been misdiagnosed all these years.  I have been in bed with a migraine all week & it's a bad one! I'm sure that my effing thru the roof anxiety level is adding to it. IDK....I really don't even have anything sarcastic to say.  So unlike me.  I can tell you that I have raised a wonderful young man who is standing by his Momma regardless of these damn results.  He even told me that if it is a shitty diagnosis, we will get thru it and do what we have to do.  I love that kid of mine. Gotta run and cry and throw up some more....