Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Really?!

Why do people insist on pissing me off right now?  It's not hard to see that now is not a good time to screw with the ginger! I'm teetering on the edge right now & I pity the dumbass that finally pushes me over! Who raised all these assholes running around with no common sense? I despise morons! I usually get a couple of months in before I want to cut bitches but it has only been a week and I'm thinking a cutting is coming! So I will spell something out here so it is crystal clear... Chuck & I have a joint Facebook page and there is a huge unhappy reason for that. That being said, if something is posted on said joint page, maybe just maybe, you might want to either keep your little cutesy-ass comments to yourself or think about who is on the page. Just saying! Could be Chuck or it could be me and I am definitely your worst nightmare!

What a shitty day/night! I'm in so much freaking pain! To the point where I am barely functioning.  The boy is on standby tonight for an ER visit.  I don't know what is happening but I need some relief! I almost called him at work tonight to come take me on.  My new greatest thing is massive anxiety attacks when these seizure things are happening.  I am not a fan! I really thought that I was having a coronary! Just what I need! FML I have doctor appointments Thursday & Friday so I pray that they can figure this out! I'm so sick of being a medical mystery. I guess the silver lining is that I am such a wreck that I'm not driving myself crazy worrying about Chuck right now.  I truly felt a small sense of relief knowing that he was finally in place. And honestly, I put him in God's hands.  I had no choice. And I felt it was best.  My only long-range goal right now is to not be in a wheelchair when he gets back.  Sad but true.  Aim high!

And another thing... while I'm bitching! I hate folks who want you to fix them, validate them, make them shiny or WTF ever and then when you try to say something that's not putting them front & center, they don't listen.  Stay off my nuts. Get away from me you bottom-feeder. Seriously, I can't fix you and how dare you ask me to at this point in my life! I'm the one that needs help right now.  It's not your turn so back the fuck off Cupcake. Do not make me hate you. Just don't.  Bad things happen when one gets put on my shit list.  Bitches gonna make me blow an aneurysm! K...I need a smoke...and a drink so that's it for now.  Lick it.

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